I’m gonna have a meeting with my family, and my friends on december the 19th to come out. My friends are gonna be there for support and for protection. They don’t know what the meeting is about yet. I’m writing a speech. I’m sure i’ll revise it a billion times over inbetween now and then and it’s not even finished yet but here it is so far:
i have an announcement to make. i have come to accept a very important part of myself last month. i have acknowledged and accepted that i am bisexual. this means that i am attracted to both men and women. i want to stress that i am not “gay” (not that here is anything wrong with being gay, i’m just not gay). right now i happen to be more attracted to men then women.
i’ve always noticed that i look at guys differently than my friends but i’ve always denied that i may be gay or at least bisexual. having to much time to think has forced me to deal with myself for once and this is what has come of it. i accept who i am. i like who i am. the only reason i would want to be “straight” is so that people don’t discriminate against me. this isn’t a “choice,” it’s the way i’m wired; it’s the way i am, and the way i’ll always be. Nothing can change this.
i do not want this to be a big deal. i don’t want to be degraded or lose any respect because of this but i needed to tell you peoples and the general public because keeping a secret the size of saturn is a hard thing to do. Please don’t freak out.
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